Follow me over an unending bridge of song

So much drama, so little time.

Apart from all that, which I am tired of thinking about, there is only a month left in my freshman year of college. Whut. Where on earth did the time go?! I feel no older or wiser than I did when I left high school. Just more bitter and angry, if that's even possible. XD In fact I feel like I've gotten stupider. Although, I will concede to feeling much more independent and self-sufficient.

College has been very different from what I thought it would be. I thought it would be like what Meri and Veet went through. My experience is vastly different. A sad lack of nerds has led to a major shift in personality and a rather frightening loss of self identity. At the same time, I believe that this change will ultimately be for the better. I recognize the fact that I don't know jack shit, now, and that that is ok. I sort of wish I knew what direction my life was going, but now I know about a lot more alternative options for life to take. It had been my intention to live like everyone else eventually, but now I would really rather not have the permanent house or job. I want to wander around and meet people. Travel. LOTS. Oh hell, here I go, waxing wannabe poetic or some shit like that. I do swear a lot more than I used to, if you can believe that.

In other news, I like bagels, they're crunchy. If done correctly. Brunch was a bagel with some butter. Lunch was a sesame seed butter sammich and banana. DELICIOUS. baaagelllsss.

I painted flames on my kick ass boots and they are now even more kick ass than before. THAT is one thing that has changed. I am much less afraid of tearing apart my clothing and redoing it than before. A year ago I would have been too scared to try and paint flames on these boots. I'm glad I did though. I'm thinking about doing that to earn some cash on the side... set up an ebay account of my own, buy boots/clothes from Goodwill and customize them. Apparently there's a big market for that kind of thing. I should learn to embroider, that would be even cooler. If I could put embroidery on this fake leather jacket... Hmmm... I think I will! On the cuffs... it would be really hard to do on real leather, though. I'll look into it.